when this began
i had nothing to say
and i'd lost in the nothingness inside of me
i was confused
and i let it all out
to find that i'm not the only person
with these things in mind , inside of me
but all the vacancy the words revealed
is the only real thing that i've got left to feel
nothing to lose
just stuck , hollow and alone
and the fault is my own
and the fault is my own
CHORUS:
i wan to heal
i want to feel
what i trought was never real
i want to let go of the pain i've held so long
erase all the pain till it's gone
i wan to heal
i wan to feel
like i'm close to something real
i want to find something i've wanted all along
somewhere i belong
and i've got nothing to say
i can't believe
i didn't fall right down on my face
i was confused
looking everywhere
only to find that it's not to way
i had imagined it all in my mind
so what am i
what do i have but negativity
cause i can't justify
the way everyone is looking at me
nothing to lose
nothing to gain, hollow and alone
and the fault is my own
the fault is my own
CHORUS:
i will never know
myself until i do this on my own
and i will never feel anything else
until my wounds are healed
i will never be anything
til i break away from me
and i will break away
i'll find myslef today
CHORUS:
i want to heal
i wan to feel like i'm
somewhere i belong